It’s so pretty I have to get this!

So I bought it hehehehe!

You only live once.

I think I might be addicted to tomato fried egg.

I’ve been cooking that for practically every single day I’m home early. Noodles topped with crispy luncheon meat and tomato fried egg. Fusilli pasta with gooey tomato fried egg and crispy bacon bits. Rice with tomato fried egg. All the weird combinations.

AND SOMEBODY ATE MY RUFFLES MY RUFFLES.

Okay this is a really random entry but I wanted to drown all those sad entries so I have to make random little entries like this hehe. Now I’m going to lie on the sofa with my laptop on my tummy and watch my leeminho show hehehe.

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 8

Ahhhhhhhhh this, my favourite internet friend has to be Justin twinny without a doubt! We first met on facebook (I forgot how), I think 2 years back or maybe longer I can’t remember but it was that period of time when facebook was still ugly and not popular LOL. And on some facebook quiz app which I forgot the name of, we realised we were so similar that it’s scary. So that was how the word twinny came about.

Okay abrupt end now because I seriously have no idea what to write about someone I have never met and don’t know much of.

I wish I had the guts to be who I wanted to be.

Today was wonderful.

I woke up, skipped school and sat in front of the teevee for hours in pyjamas. Then cooked pasta for lunch and sat in front for the laptop for hours on a tumblr reblog frenzy, my leeminho show and online shopping.

I could be me and I was a happier person.

Will survive. I survived it once and I will be able to do it again.

Don’t cut yourself. There are people out there who loves you so much more than you know.

The Butterfly Project.

The rules are:

1. When you feel like you want to cut, take a marker, pen, or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your arm or hand.
2. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better.
3. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it off.
4. If you cut before the butterfly is gone, you’ve killed it. If you dont cut, it lives.
5. If you have more than one butterfly, cutting kills all of them.
6. Another person may draw them on you. These butterflies are extra special. Take good care of them.
7. Even if you don’t cut, feel free to draw a butterfly anyways, to show your support. If you do this, name it after someone you know that cuts or is suffering right now, and tell them. It could help.
8. http://www.facebook.com/group.php?v=wall&gid=8530282758

   That link is the Facebook URL for “The Butterfly Project”. It’s a group that shows how people are doing it and how it’s helping them.

(via recordedbutterflies)

For all those who are struggling, remember that I’m here for you and I will support you. I have faith in you.

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 7

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have

Best friends. You fight, I fight. You hurt, I hurt. You cry, I cry. You jump off a bridge; I get in a paddleboat and save your stupid ass.

Don’t be pushed by your problems. Be led by your dreams.

Well, so today I was feeling faint(Don’t ask me how I know hahahaha you just know because you get the fuzzy vision, sweat buckets of cold sweat, stomach pain, you can’t hear clearly and you feel f up) so I called my younger sis and told her I’m going to blackout anytime really soon and she asked where I am and told me to stay right there, don’t faint yet and she will be there asap to get me. And she wouldn’t let go of my hand even when I said I’m fine already because she was scared I will collapse.

With people like that who loves me that much, I will stay strong, have faith and only believe in them. ❤

Day 6 — A stranger

Day six

Dear Stranger,

That Saturday when I sat in the toilet @ Tampines MRT and cried while complaining to feifei on the phone, thank you for not banging on my door to ask me to hurry the f up so that you can clean the toilet. You had already pulled down the binds and got your cleaning supplies out and you could have banged on the door to ask me to get out but you didn’t, instead you waited patiently for me to come out. And when I finally did come out sniffing, you did not give me weird stares like what other people probably will but smiled at me.

I don’t know if you are just a very pleasant, nice and wonderful person or you did this to make me feel better, but this small and so simple gesture meant the whole world to me, and it was very very nice and sweet in a way I don’t know how to put into words. It gave me a lot more hope than I had and made me believe there’s some humanity in this world after all. Thank you.