I feel like I’m not good enough.

Sorry I’m bored.

1. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone.
2. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets.
3. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban.
4. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.
5. Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix.
6. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.
7. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring.
8. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers.
9. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King.
10. The Hobbit: The Animated Version.
11. Twilight
12. New moon
13. Toy Story.
14. Toy Story 2.
15. Alice In Wonderland.
16. Sleeping Beauty.
17. Meet The Robinsons.
18. The Incredibles.
19. Finding Nemo.
20. Cinderella.
21. Beauty and the Beast.
22. The Little Mermaid.
23. The Dark Knight.
24. Enchanted.
25. Watchmen.
26. V For Vendetta.
27. The Hangover.
28. Sweeney Todd.
29. Charlie & the Chocolate Factory.
30. Open Water.
31. Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl.
32. Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest.
33. Pirates of the Caribbean: At World’s End.
34. Four Brothers.
35. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
36. Dead Poets Society.
37. The Goonies.
38. Stand By Me.
39. Transformers.
40. Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen.
41. Marley & Me.
42. Mr & Mrs Smith.
43. Orphanage.
44. Anchorman.
45. Walk The Line.
46. Juno.
47. Night At The Museum 1.
48. Night At The Museum 2.
49. National Treasure 1.
50. National Treasure 2.
51. Finding Neverland.
52. Made of Honor.
53. 27 Dresses.
54. Fight Club.
55. Queen of the Damned.
56. The Breakfast Club.
57. Pretty In Pink.
58. The Lost Boys.
59. Boondock Saints.
60. American History X.
61. Batman Begins.
62. Hairspray.
63. The Devil Wears Prada.
64. 101 Dalmatians.
65. The Aristocats.
66. The Sword in the Stone.
67. Peter Pan.
68. Mulan.
69. Pocahontas.
70. American Beauty.
71. Spiderman 1.
72. Spiderman 2.
73. Spiderman 3.
74. Pinocchio.
75. X-Men.
76. X2.
77. X-Men: The Last Stand.
78. Wolverine.
79. The Da Vinci Code.
80. Angels & Demons.
81. Superman Returns.
82. Aladdin.
83. Hercules.
84. Eragon.
85. The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe.
86. Prince Caspian.
87. Elf.
88. Slumdog Millionaire.
89. Crash.
90. Chicago.
91. Moulin Rouge.
92. Forrest Gump.
93. Platoon.
94. One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest.
95. The Shining.
96. Brokeback Mountain.
97. Up.
98. WALL-E.
99. The Lion King.
100. A Clockwork Orange.

I’m such a boring person damn it.

Will you?

Breathe.

I survived 19 going 20 days without a phone. And I think that I’m actually surviving quite well. I am working a lot more than usual (opening on Friday and Saturday, NOOOOOOOO) now, not because of getting cash to buy a new phone, but because I really really want to go on a getaway trip very very badly. So the phone can wait! To convince myself that a getaway trip is more important than a phone, I going to do a pros and cons list of not having a phone:

PROS

1. No need to entertain the incessant texts from irritating people.
2. No phone calls. If you actually know me well enough, you should know that I really dislike phone calls. Hate making them and hate getting them.
3. Can concentrate on studying for Exams! (Not that I started already. T.T)
4. No texts from Esther/Huili bugging for my schedule HAHAHA.
5. No interaction with the world. I hate socializing, really.
6. Cultivates the habit of wearing a watch. I very very very seldom wears a watch because I didn’t find a need to, unless it’s for the purpose of accessorizing.
7. No phone to charge = no wastage of electricity.
8. Improves punctuality.

CONS

1. Constantly late for work. I’m very dependent on the time on my phone because I know that Shokudo’s clock is exactly 6 minutes slower than my phone’s. Now that my phone is in heaven, I got no way on confirming that so I usually go with the time on my watch and pretend that it has the same time as my phone. (I just realised my watch is 2 minutes slower than Shokudo’s yesterday -__-).
2. Cannot contact my darlingzxzxzx. T.T
3. NO ONLINE MAC DELIVERY. ):
4. Cannot be late for any outings.

Okay I stop here, it’s late and the brain refused to work. So, in conclusion, the Pros outweighs the Cons! So it’s good for me yay!

Speak less to the people you love the most, ’cause if they cannot understand your silence, they can never understand your words.

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Dear D,

I wished we talked more. I wished I could tell you every single thing in my life right now this minute. I wished you were there for every of my “growing up” moments. I wished you knew me better. I wished I knew you better. I wished we were like before, when we were both younger.

I don’t even know you anymore.

There’s so much I want to tell you about the way I’m disappearing

Oh hi!

I just cooked and ate noodles straight out of the cute little saucepot(??) I bought from Daiso for 2$. I HEREBY PROCLAIM THAT AS MY BEST PURCHASE FROM DAISO EVER. Told you feifei I will put it to good use right see see see!!!!!!!!

You know that an end signals a new beginning, right?

My temperature is going up.

Was supposed to work today but I called in sick in the morning but Esther doesn’t sound convinced. Not like I can do anything about it. Urg my money just flew away I’m so sad. I called mum and told her I’m sick and she said if I don’t get healthier I’m not going to be able to earn money. Don’t know what the hell is wrong with me or my body I get sick so easily. Now we know why Esther doesn’t sound convinced, I think 5% of the days I have work I get sick.

You know right, back in the times when my phone is safe and sound, I work because I want to. I work because I only have to think of settling my meals and transport because my mum do give me money but it’s not much and it’s definitely not enough. I work because I want to shop and eat delicious food and watch movies. But now, I have to think of the money to get a new phone. Am considering lg cookie pop since it’s below 200$ and I can afford it and I don’t need a really good phone just cause I got a camera and an ipod already. Plus I only need it to last for a year until my current contract ends, and dad can sign a new one.

Haizxzxzxzx wish I’m a rich girl. ): Or money can drop from the sky. Was discussing the topic of money dropping from the sky with my manager that day and we both finally decided that it’s better if money don’t drop from the sky or else everybody will be rich, we settled for finding money on the floor HAHAHAHA we super lame nothing to do during work so discuss about this kind of weird stuff. -__-

And digressing for a bit, I got A for my Intro to H&T!!!!!!!!!! I super happy x 1000000 because that means the staying up till 5 plus in the morning and sleeping for 2 hours were all worth it!!!!!!!!!! Plus pretending I’m really thick skin and anyhow crapping out the answers to the questions during presentation even though I don’t know how to was worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I finally decide to do something about my eye

You must let your life speak

I spent my Sunday puking my guts out. I puked so many times until there is nothing left to puke except white foam. I mean how is it possible to puke white foam!!!!!!!!!!! I thought only suicidal people in movies who commit suicide by swallowing pills will end up with white foam flowing out of their mouth huh huh huh? And I got the worse headache ever it was so horrible I want to die.

But all’s well all’s well. HATE AUGUST BTW.